Friday, January 15, 2016

In his memory

Time goes by so fast. It just seems like yesterday that we talked. It's already been over two years since you've gone but here I am still remembering you. I miss you but I guess you already know that. All the times we talked, joked are still fresh in my mind. I never thought I would miss you so much. I thought I had moved on. But looks like I never did. Life would be so different if only u were here. Sometimes I still feel your presence. In the early days after you were gone I feared that presence. Now, I expect it. I want it. It somehow makes me feel secured. I couldn't tell you what I felt because I myself didn't know it. Now, that I know it you are gone. Gone so far that memories of you is all I have. Those memories will always be with me. I am thankful to have ever known you. You did give me a FOREVER within the numbered days.

One - sided Love

Loving someone is not easy. It takes time, patience and strength to overcome obstacles. Jut loving someone is not enough. You need to be committed to them. If you are a person who is in one - sided love, then that's the most painful thing. You look at someone with love but you never get looked at the same way. If you get to meet them everyday, it has both positive and negative aspects. You need to have strength to see them flirting with others, giving priority to others as if you don't even matter. Sometimes, I feel like I'm just an obligation to them. He bears with him just because he has to and every chance he gets he will choose to make you feel bad. He cares about everything in this world except you.
On the positive side, at least you get to be with them. You can't force anyone to like you back so if they don't we just need to let it be...